expectations

Why can't I ever get involved with a sport where people aren't expecting something all the time? I just want to go out and have a good time without being expected to something every time there is a race or whatever. Seriously, stop bugging me about what i'm going to be doing regarding races. If I can afford it monetarily and feel like driving and feel like dealing with all the bullshit that happens when you show up to races, then maybe i will go, but most of the time, i probably won't show up. and you know what? why the hell does it matter to you? worry about yourself.

sorry. i didn't mean to be angry.